Grandmother
I felt a sudden desperate urge to pen down whatever I'm feeling right now. When I am focusing on my chemistry questions, listening to radio, I heard a story about a lady whom raised 3 kids single-handedly. My attention just turned to my grandma. Suddenly, I realise that I really miss her. My beloved grandmother. She is now into her late seventies and still in the pink of health. I have not really spent reall quality time with her for quite a long time.
A real long time.
Sometimes, whenever my mind is at stray, my mind would just goes to my grandmother. Somehow, I feel like crying. I really miss her so much. Yet somehow, I can't just take out some time to spend it with her. All the while, I have been trying my very best to prepare for my exams.
I miss her now.
I can still remember when I'm young, especially when my grandfather is still around. They used to love me so much. My grandfather would take me to the nearby playground while he would sit at a corner, drinking beer. My grandmother would also prepare dinner for my 3 uncles. The days then were very nice. As I spent most of my childhood there, at my grandmother's house, I grew very close to all of them there.
Before, I step into primary education level, my grandfather passed away. My grandmother cried. Since then, my grandmother had slog her life to take care of me and my uncles. Now, 2 of my uncles are married and I'm grown up. She seems to relax a bit. Watching her, as her hair slivers, it really pains me. Her joints would ache whenever it is cold. Recently, she had twisted her wrist once too often. She worries me.
Sometimes, I would ask God. 'Please don't take away my granmother. I had promise her that she would be able to see her great-grandchildren so before than, please don't take her away.' No matter what, she will still have to leave us someday.
And I hope this day will never come.
Ironically, I'm also preparing for it.
So here am I asking God again.
"Please Lord, don't take away her. I promise her once that she will see her great-grandchildren. So till then, please don't take her away. Please Lord, bless my grandmother with lots of blissful years to come."
Ah ma, I hope you can sense it
I really miss you.
A real long time.
Sometimes, whenever my mind is at stray, my mind would just goes to my grandmother. Somehow, I feel like crying. I really miss her so much. Yet somehow, I can't just take out some time to spend it with her. All the while, I have been trying my very best to prepare for my exams.
I miss her now.
I can still remember when I'm young, especially when my grandfather is still around. They used to love me so much. My grandfather would take me to the nearby playground while he would sit at a corner, drinking beer. My grandmother would also prepare dinner for my 3 uncles. The days then were very nice. As I spent most of my childhood there, at my grandmother's house, I grew very close to all of them there.
Before, I step into primary education level, my grandfather passed away. My grandmother cried. Since then, my grandmother had slog her life to take care of me and my uncles. Now, 2 of my uncles are married and I'm grown up. She seems to relax a bit. Watching her, as her hair slivers, it really pains me. Her joints would ache whenever it is cold. Recently, she had twisted her wrist once too often. She worries me.
Sometimes, I would ask God. 'Please don't take away my granmother. I had promise her that she would be able to see her great-grandchildren so before than, please don't take her away.' No matter what, she will still have to leave us someday.
And I hope this day will never come.
Ironically, I'm also preparing for it.
So here am I asking God again.
"Please Lord, don't take away her. I promise her once that she will see her great-grandchildren. So till then, please don't take her away. Please Lord, bless my grandmother with lots of blissful years to come."
Ah ma, I hope you can sense it
I really miss you.
